Someone to love with my life in their hands, there's gotta be somebody for me like tat... says:
anyway, i told myself this

Someone to love with my life in their hands, there's gotta be somebody for me like tat... says:
i am going to make ur 20th birthday the most memorable one ever

Someone to love with my life in their hands, there's gotta be somebody for me like tat... says:
hopefully none can erase this

Someone to love with my life in their hands, there's gotta be somebody for me like tat... says:
really really

i am touched to the max.
speechless.utterly.

thank you A (:

today is mommy dearest's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!
♥♥♥

while having my afternoon nap just now, i had a super weird dream..

I dreamt that A came to pick me up and while walking to the car, there were water fountains as our obstacles.
At the end of the endless fountains, there were three kids being scolded by their mom.
Anw, we were rushing to taka to return sheeps by 930pm as instructed by the shop owner but apparently taka closes at 9.
Weird much?

So i went to look for the meanings of the stuff i saw in my dreams.

Sheep
A dream about sheep foretells coming success through well-conceived plans.

Mall
To dream that you are at the mall, represents your attempts in making a favorable impression on someone. The mall is also symbolic of materialism and the need to keep up with the trends, fads, and/or the latest technology.

Obstacle
To see or experience obstacles in your dream, represents things in your life that you need to overcome. The dream may be offering you a solution on how to go about approaching a problem in your waking life. You may have some self doubt or trouble in making a decision.

Fountain
To see a fountain in your dream, represents great joy, renewed pleasure and/or increased sensitivity. You are experiencing an outburst of positive emotions. Perhaps you are entering into a new relationship or a new phase in that relationship.

Children
To see children in your dream, signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. You may be retreating back to a childlike state where you are longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurtured. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Alternatively, the dream may be highlighting your innocence, purity, simplicity, and carefree attitude.

Time
To dream about time, indicates your fears of not being able to cope with the pressures and stresses of everyday life. If time is flying or moving slowly, then it represents aging and growing old.

Nine
Nine denotes completion and that you are on a productive path. Rebirth, inspiration and reformation. You are seeking to improve the world.

and everything, according to A also, seem to link and make sense.
well, somehow.

okay i'm having a random urge to go chalet, gamble, smoke and drink.

♥ alyssa says:
i think the sun drained ***'s brains

♥ alyssa says:
lol

one's true love says:
lol

one's true love says:
fried it

one's true love says:
LOL

♥ alyssa says:
HAHA

one's true love says:
pray with me that the gf's ok

♥ alyssa says:
super scrambled

one's true love says:
amen

one's true love says:
LOL

♥ alyssa says:
hahahaha

one's true love says:
amithabah

♥ alyssa says:
in the name of the father and the son and the holy spirit

♥ alyssa says:
LOL

♥ alyssa says:
!!!!!

♥ alyssa says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

one's true love says:
LOL

one's true love says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

one's true love says:
im gg sleeeeep now

one's true love says:
dun reply

♥ alyssa says:
ok

one's true love says:
if not i wun wan leave my com

♥ alyssa says:
i wont reply

one's true love says:
LOL

♥ alyssa says:
LOL

one's true love says:
hahas. ok

one's true love says:
LOL

♥ alyssa says:
did that on purpose

♥ alyssa says:
haha

one's true love says:
i can so not see that

one's true love says:
LIGHTS OFF

one's true love says:
Permission to sleep now mam

one's true love says:
nono

one's true love says:
its private s w tham seeking permission to sleep now mam

♥ alyssa says:
ya ya

♥ alyssa says:
go go go

♥ alyssa says:
hahaha

one's true love says:
thank u mam

one's true love says:
gd night mam

♥ alyssa says:
lol

one's true love says:
LOL

one's true love says:
ok

one's true love says:
bb

one's true love says:
I LOVE YOU

one's true love says:
<3

all very internal joke but i wanna keep them.
so that if i read them 5 years down the road, we'll be reminded of the silly things we did.
i love you too jerene (:

somehow,

i miss A.
i miss talking to A.
i miss texting A.
i can't wait to meet A.

xoxo

Okay, I'm currently sitting in mom's ward, looking out of the window, at the super overcast sky, going online with my brother's ipod touch, listening to my iPod, and thinking about some stuffs while she's in the op theatere.

Hope to hear good stuff later from A.

FOUR MONTHS :(
FOUR YEARS :(

off to accompany mommy to the hospital soon.
she has an op tomorrow and i wasn't even informed.urgh.


anyway, had great breakfast and company this morning (:
xoxo

ok jerene, your pics before u make noise :p
the rest are in facebook.
too unglam for the world to see.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
omg i think daddy's so cute.
he came into my room and asked "where's mummy?"
and she wasn't in my room then he said "aww..my huggy bear is missing"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

phuture was phantastic yesterday (:

alyssa is happy today (:

Love — real love — is loving someone when it’s hard, when they don’t deserve it, when they’ve hurt you in the worst way. Real love does not blossom in the span of one summer.

love story is still playing.

taylor swift's love story has been playing in my ipod and when i'm online, for almost 48hours(and counting).

Romeo Save Me

bestie knows what i'm talking about,
and i hope you too.

Love Story

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.