mom's back from a week long stay in KKH.
and after seeing the doctors with all the needles, i'm in the mood to feel piercing pain.

anw, my dear brother has gone to buy pizza for dinner and my dear boyfriend should be leaving tuas soon.and my dear jerene is home (:
seems like its been days since i last saw her though we're under the same roof.

waxing tomorrow morning with jerene and nic!

okay.the rain has delayed my trip down to the hospital.
i'm starving and i jus finished a more than 3 weeks opened tube of pringles to the last crumb.
so lao hong.

i crave many things now! :(

p/s: i jus made 2 pieces of bread with slops of nutella.sinful much.

been going down to the hospital everyday. mom'll prolly be discharged on thursday or friday.
going down soon to bring her soup that baby's mom had prepared.
okay i doubt she'll see this but, thank you aunty for all the yummy soups!

weekends were also spent at the hospital.
headed to dbl o on saturday night with baby and his friends and charlotte! (:

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last night i had an emotional breakdown of mixed feelings.

cuddling in his arms, my ear pressed against his chest, hearing his heart beat and him stroking my head and whispering "its okay, its okay baby. i'm here", made me feel all warm, snuggly and much better. it was the best feeling ever and soon i fell asleep.

thank you for not leaving me in solitude.
no matter how many thank yous i say,
it won't be enough to express my gratitude.

i want to do something really nice for you.
so i pray all goes well,
for i want this special surprise to pull through.

alot of effort is going to be put into it.
and cos you deserve nothing but the best,
i'm going to make it memorable and sweet.

i love you baby, i really do.
every moment will be etched in my mind,
everything about me and you.

xoxoxo

hehe.so excited now (:
hope baby can really make it!
must start planning!

♥HAPPY 2ND MONTH BABY!♥

it has been a great 2 months baby.
every moment spent with you is pure bliss.
xoxo

jus got home from hospital not too long ago.
glad that mom's okay now (:

met jerene and brother and baby at the hospital and we were all talking about who wakes up at what time and who wakes who up.haha.we sounded so cute (:

dom's here too so we got an extra person to plan who to wake who up now.

daddy's flying back from bali later and he'll go straight to the hospital to see how's mommy dearest doing.

the kids are watching csi downstairs now.
im going to bathe now!followed by the rest.

guess sale tomorrow!so excited!can't wait!

thank you baby for everything.
even the minimalist thing you've done means a whole lot to me (:
i love you.

and thank you jerene dear for yet another spongebob balloon.
hahhaa!the third one she's given me so far.
and i told her the next one she's gonna get for me will be a hot air balloon :p

i am in mom's room at kk now but she's not here.she went for some scan.
tmr's her op and she's gonna be admitted for about 10 days.

okay.weekends was a blassst!
and we went for the scuba try outs yesterday and we had fun!
so anw, we had lunch at chinatown then baby and i left first and headed to his place for a rest.
after which we headed to suntec to look for brother's birthday present and me wasting more money again.haha.

thank you baby for accompanying me and tolerating me going in and out of shops.hehe (:

got myself a pair of guess heels.its so so pretty!the white one baby saw totally melted my heart.super fell in love with it.but they didnt have my size!!! :( so i got the same pair but different colour.still very very pretty!

and i was telling baby about this dessert store at citilink and we gave it a try.the parfait is HEAVENLY.bought some for baby's family.hope they enjoy it too!

and this wednesday guess is having 50% sales!hehehe B)

okie visuals now.

that night at dessert bar with the girls♥



scuba tryouts



my loveS♥



(REALLY GOOD!MUSSSST TRY!)










baby is on his way now.go and pick brother up first.

ok i shall keep track of how i wasted money this week.
3 dresses
1 skirt
1 tongue stud
1 pair of heels
1 pair of slippers
2 tee shirts (one for baby and one for me (: )
1 bikini
3 bras
2 undies
mani & pedi
mahjong(but i won)
dessert bar
all the cab rides

baby's back (: and we're going diving crash course tomorrow!
haha.how exciting!

met baby at his place then mom picked us up for dinner.
dropped us back to his place after dinner.
and baby reunited with his precious.
haha.he looked so so happy!he was very happy!
like a small boy getting a new toy.
so cute!haha.

okay.me is packing and baby is sleeping.
we is need to wake up early tomorrow.

got back around 4plus last night with jerene and dom.
and i could still get up pretty early today.
checked my phone and saw baby's text.
he'll be back late :(
i miss him so much lorrrrrrr.

but anw, i had fun with the girls and one guy at dessert bar last night.
pics are in fb!
watching borat now.haha.

got my nails done.
omg so damn tired.
sleep now.update when im up.
night.

HI BABY I LOVE YOU (:

i think jerene and i are really cute (:
we bought double of everything we bought and we're gonna share.
i need to clear my cupboard soon and make space for her.haha.
its really great to have her around.
sharing clothes, parading our buys, sharing deep dark secrets and doing all the girly bimbotic stuff.

i changed my tongue stud and its really pretty!love at first sight♥

and mom bought hand sanitizer for me.haha.i know she knows cos i know she knows i knows too (:

haha!exactly one more month to my birthday! (:

i've uploaded pics in fb.
jerene's coming over to bugis after work and we're prolly retail therapying.

oh!bought a tee from club marc ystd.
one for me and one for baby.
haha.so cute (:

mani pedi with beverly tomorrow!


hahaha!so cute righttttttttt!
make me wanna pinch him now.
hi baby!dont worry too much k?
i know u can do it! (:
i love you much!

i've been too busy and lazy to transfer the pics into my comp.
i've been seeing baby almost everyday (:
i can't wait for sunday!

though baby was kinda busy over the weekends, i still had loads of fun.
with J & D to accompany me when baby wasn't around (:

baby looks really cute when he sleeps.
super irresistible.
he's cute awake and asleep (:
ok i dunno how to put this down.
i dunno what words to use to describe what im feeling.
in all, im jus really really really happy.
his presence makes me really happy.
and when i dont get to see him, i get super excited to see him again.

thank you baby for putting in so much effort to make me happy (:

okay shall do a proper update soon.
loads of pictures that i havent uploaded yet.
prolly put them up in fb.

GOOD NIGHT JERENE!
YOU HAVE 10MINS LEFT TO 1130.

GOOD NIGHT BABY, ON MY BED, PLAYING PSP!
I LOVE YOU TONNES.

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

yet another busy day.
baby's on duty tonight.

baby ended work surprisingly early today.
and spent quality time (:
had dinner with his parents then headed to bukit merah to find my folks.

and now im having a terrible flu.

today was busy, tiring.
went over to haji lane to find nic and bell came afterwards.
stayed till baby came over to pick jerene and i up around 8plus.

and today, i feel contented with everything i have now in my life.
i have a fantastic family, i have a bunch of the greatest and craziest friends and i have a wonderful boyfriend♥

so i guess i should just stop complaining and enjoy everything to the fullest.

boyfriend is asleep now.jerene is on the phone.
i feel very loved?i dunno.i just feel lucky.
i feel very happy (:

my dear mr tan is sleeping soundly beside me (:
he looks so adorable, makes me wanna pinch and hug him.
yummy.

baby,
just wanna let you know that whatever the problem,
whatever the time,
where ever you are,
i'll be here, a phone call, a text away.
i love you.
xoxo

baby dearest is zoooooming back here now! (:

my baby came back today!!!and i missed him so damn much.
so happy to see him and hug him (:

so anw, we went amk hub for dinner with mom, dad, jerene and dan.
the queue was so long so we four kids headed to the arcade.heh.

over dinner, i was saying 'today feels like friday, the start of weekends'.
and mom was smart to say 'yah cos alex is here with you now'.
mommy knows me best (:

then met beat under her block.

home now and heading to bed soon.
so glad baby's back (:
i still miss him now.

13 MORE HOURS TILL MY BABY GETS BACK ON LAND!

oh! i'm gonna hug him so tight!

okay, we're home now after bowling.pics are in fb.
we're planning a trip to ubin later when we get up.

can't wait for baby to get back on sunday!


i miss this boy.
has anybody seen him?
please call me asap if you do and also let him know that i miss him loads.
a million thanks.

first weekend after 6 weeks that i don't get to meet my baby :(
he'll be sailing till sunday.
i miss him ALOT :(

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

my baby left base early today! (:
so happy! (:
miss him so damn much :(

anw, we dropped by sentosa and delivered curry puffs and my fairy god daughter's tarts.
haha.

and we're home now and baby's fallen asleep?
i wanna go sleep soon too.feel damn tired and having a bad headache.

breakfast with nadine tomorrow!