been going down to the hospital everyday. mom'll prolly be discharged on thursday or friday.
going down soon to bring her soup that baby's mom had prepared.
okay i doubt she'll see this but, thank you aunty for all the yummy soups!

weekends were also spent at the hospital.
headed to dbl o on saturday night with baby and his friends and charlotte! (:

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last night i had an emotional breakdown of mixed feelings.

cuddling in his arms, my ear pressed against his chest, hearing his heart beat and him stroking my head and whispering "its okay, its okay baby. i'm here", made me feel all warm, snuggly and much better. it was the best feeling ever and soon i fell asleep.

thank you for not leaving me in solitude.
no matter how many thank yous i say,
it won't be enough to express my gratitude.

i want to do something really nice for you.
so i pray all goes well,
for i want this special surprise to pull through.

alot of effort is going to be put into it.
and cos you deserve nothing but the best,
i'm going to make it memorable and sweet.

i love you baby, i really do.
every moment will be etched in my mind,
everything about me and you.

xoxoxo