okay, my braces are out, like finally, and it feels so so weird.

and everyone is saying my teeth are very big. haha :D

and i had to take my tongue stud out for an x-ray and the dentist was advising me to take it off permanently.

65% of me says yes and 35% of me says no.

baby says yes.

jerene says no.

well, maybe i don't feel the pinch that's why i'm more to yes. haha.

and i was just lazy to put my stud back.

gotta go back to NDC next week to get my retainers.

but anyway, yesterday's dinner was good cos i could bite anything and everything without worry.

it feels good to slide my tongue through my teeth. heh.

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today's the 8th of may, which is my grandma's one year death anniversary.

sometimes when i eat filet-o-fish, i'd be reminded of how my mom would occasionally buy it for her, and my grandma would smile so wide, like how a child would when they're given a burger.

sometimes when i eat ice cream, i'd be reminded of how, during her last few days, my cousin and i would sneakily feed her some of our ice cream(kit-kat cone), and my grandma would smile so wide, like how a child would when they're given ice cream.

sometimes when i look at the number of bags i have, i'd be reminded of my relatives saying i inherited the bag gene from my grandma.

sometimes when i eat mee rebus, i'd be reminded of the times when she was staying with us and when i was sill in primary school, she'd give me money and ask me to buy mee rebus and uhu glue stick and the 555 notebook for her.

we do talk about her often and i'm sure everyone else misses her.

she's just so cheery and happy and bubbly and gullible.(sounds like me?haha)

birthday in 7 days.