i've made a ticker to count the number of days that we're apart.
we video called just now and i miss him so so so much.
everytime i think about the future, the tears would be on the verge of falling.
will we make it, or not? that's my biggest fear.

i'm not in the mood to go to work, do anything.
and reality is hitting me so hard now :'(

one week ago, we were at challenger buying guitar hero and all his necessities and mambo-ing the night away :'''(